So...as usual...my life is changing in ways I didn't expect and I've decided to try to come back and be more committed to my blog again.
I haven't really wanted to write. I don't know if it's a "break" I needed to take, or if the drama is just too much, or what. But I got an email recently from someone who asked to post some links on my blog and it kind of spurred a remembrance in me. A remembrance in why I loved blogging. I'm still deciding what to do..
As far as my weight is concerned- I'm up up up. I'm particularly large these days...for me. I'm too depressed to do anything about it.
As far as my job goes- I don't have one. Well, I have one, but it's not a "real" job. I work at a chiropractor's office 5 days a week as a massage therapist. I am looking for a new restaurant to serve in as well for more $$. I think I might have found one last night- if they'll hire me. The other restaurant didn't work out. It's okay- I'm super grateful to have a job at all right now. It's hard on my body to be working this much- but I need the money so I try to just ignore the pain I feel. :)
I'm poor people. Like- REALLY poor. But you know what? I'm not sorry that I took the leap and tried to do something new. I really still believe things could have worked out if the company I chose to work for had been an honest company. The good news is- it's no longer my problem- I am quitting (probably) today; depending on when my boss gets back from out of town. I took a leap because I believed in myself. I learned so much and gained so much experience in these last few months- I'm not sorry at all that I took the job and the leap and that I failed miserably. It's okay- life goes on. I will find a new job eventually and be okay, I know it.
So...time to pull my life back together and get back to things. How is everyone else? I need to read some blogs and catch up!