Jobs

So...as usual...my life is changing in ways I didn't expect and I've decided to try to come back and be more committed to my blog again.

I haven't really wanted to write.  I don't know if it's a "break" I needed to take, or if the drama is just too much, or what.  But I got an email recently from someone who asked to post some links on my blog and it kind of spurred a remembrance in me.  A remembrance in why I loved blogging.  I'm still deciding what to do..

As far as my weight is concerned- I'm up up up.  I'm particularly large these days...for me.  I'm too depressed to do anything about it.

As far as my job goes- I don't have one.  Well, I have one, but it's not a "real" job.  I work at a chiropractor's office 5 days a week as a massage therapist.  I am looking for a new restaurant to serve in as well for more $$.  I think I might have found one last night- if they'll hire me.  The other restaurant didn't work out.  It's okay- I'm super grateful to have a job at all right now.  It's hard on my body to be working this much- but I need the money so I try to just ignore the pain I feel. :)

I'm poor people.  Like- REALLY poor.  But you know what?  I'm not sorry that I took the leap and tried to do something new.  I really still believe things could have worked out if the company I chose to work for had been an honest company.  The good news is- it's no longer my problem- I am quitting (probably) today; depending on when my boss gets back from out of town.  I took a leap because I believed in myself.  I learned so much and gained so much experience in these last few months- I'm not sorry at all that I took the job and the leap and that I failed miserably.  It's okay- life goes on.  I will find a new job eventually and be okay, I know it.

So...time to pull my life back together and get back to things.  How is everyone else?  I need to read some blogs and catch up!

xoxo
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