I have officially gained 5 pounds back as of this morning since the holidays. Back into the 140's I've plunged without one hesitation.
Because I was wallowing in self pity all day, I chose to indulge in copious amounts of pizza, garlic rolls, and diet pepsi for lunch. Super healthy. Since we're being honest here- I should also admit I went to Yogurtland last night for a huge tub of frozen yogurt to inhale as well. I didn't care while shoveling it all in my face- no way. At least yesterday's lunch binge was on salad. This is day two of me not working out at all, and drinking over abundant amounts of diet pepsi. I don't even like diet pepsi!!!!! Remember? It's Coke Zero! What the Hell!
Speaking of that crack juice- whilst at Walmart tonight I stood in front of the Coke Zero 6 packs for 10 minutes, debating on if I could have some now since I'm clearly on the train to Fatland and not giving a damn. Remember that I had a New Year's Resolution to not drink soda? Yeah, that lasted 11 days. Not even 2 weeks! Wow. Luckily tonight I walked away without purchasing that nectar of
What am I going to do with myself. I cannot...repeat...CANNOT be on this train right now. Already I'm rolling around the house in sweats, convinced my clothes don't fit and I can't workout or do anything productive.
It can take you from slim and trim and loving life- to obese, reclusive and hoarding a tub of ice cream in 0 seconds flat. 5 frakking pounds.
This, by the way, was NOT a writing exercise. I should be working on my Letter of Intent; instead I'm writing this post. But hey- I need something from my former life...right???
Miss you all, love you all...