Why am I avoiding my run and yoga?
Maybe because IT'S FRIDAY NIGHT. I want to do other things. Like be a normal part of society and go out and mingle with people of the opposite sex.
Instead I have a headache, work in the morning, and yoga and a run to do. Urggg. I hope the headache is caffeine-withdrawal related. Then at least I can feel better about the torture I am enduring.
Okay well- I'm off to run. My body is super sore. Have I mentioned that I also do 5-6 hours of massage a day, run, am trying to do yoga every day and I'm also trying to get another job that is purely physical (waiting tables possibly) too? I MIGHT be killing myself. It would be cool if I could at least drop a pound or two. Just might be.
I just went to have a huge ice cream with my friend C. I wish I could've enjoyed it- You would've thought i enjoyed it the way I inhaled it- but alas, all I can think about is the calorie content of it. Why must I eat things anyway, when I know they aren't helping my progress?